Fifteen years ago today, at age 15, I was diagnosed with type one diabetes.
I don't think I could ever forget that day.
The weather had been horrible and for the previous two days, Mom and I had been going up to our doctor's office {the same one who delivered me} to have fasting blood sugars drawn. My boyfriend at the time {to whom, we will always be eternally grateful}, had talked Mom into taking me. Because while I was pleased with the nearly 30 pound weight loss over the span of about a month, it concerned him. And, once brought to my parent's attention, them as well. We had already been into his office once that morning to have blood drawn and then went to eat breakfast. My Grami and Papa Snow went with us back to Dr. Nickel's office to discuss the results... looking back, I'm pretty sure it's because Mom knew what was coming and needed a little extra support with her since Dad was at work.
I don't remember too much from the actual appointment, except flat out refusing to even consider shots. That night, I had planned a Christmas party at our house and I remember limiting myself on the number of cookies I ate... and being acutely aware of how much water and soda I was drinking. That Christmas wasn't ruined, but the diagnosis definitely put a damper on it - we didn't know much, didn't really know how to handle it, and were definitely still in shock and denial.

Life has changed in those 15 years.
We finally figured it all mostly out. I've had plenty of ups and downs {1999, can I get a witness??!}, literal highs and lows, and even two {big!} babies to boot. I've been through 4 {5?} pumps, countless syringes, and so many different blood glucose meters that I could probably wallpaper an entire room with all the test strips. Heck, just in the past 15 years we've gone from a meter that took nearly 3 minutes {and nearly a gallon of blood!} to one that barely requires a drop and can give a very accurate result in 5 seconds.

I'm also blessed beyond measure to have such supportive people in my life. A husband who doesn't complain {too much} when my pump is bleeping all night long or when I beg him to get me juice from the kitchen at 2am. Kids who are more than happy to take a break with Mommy when she is low to share a juice box. Or three. Family who have been there during all the highs and lows. Friends who live it and who really understand what you mean when you complain.

And... just because I truly laughed out loud
{and nodded my head in agreement} when watching this:
Here's to living more years with diabetes, than without.
And to many more years of sharing cookies with these Little Ones.
